This is a request to clearly note character death in FFs.

I love you all so much and those of you who wrote are BEYOND INCREDIBLE! But after a life of physical and mental abuse (unfortuntely as similar to Deeks’ as you can get), rape, and a medical history that says I should not be alive, I am at my weakest point in my life. I have never had such little control over my emotions (much like Kensi in recent episodes). After the season finale I cried like a f*cking child. I felt so stupid but I could not get past the tears. I have had nightmares almost every night since excluding friday night. I thought I was good after a night of reading Densi fluff. Yesterday I read countless more fics but two were amazingly written but had Deeks’ losing his life. I cried at the time and continued to read other fics knowing if they were my last I may have more nightmares. Just to help I read Broken. As we all know it is an amazing story. I only read the last 5 chapters knowing full well they were fluffy but I still had nightmares.

So please. I beg of you, can you please mark FFs with a character death as such so I can avoid them to save my sanity.

I cannot appologise enough for asking you to help me with an issue that falls solely at my feet but I wouldnt ask if I wasnt at my wits end and in need of sleep.

Thank you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx